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| For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future (Jeremiah 29:11) |
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Sunday, February 27, 2005
Today went to my church members' wedding... the main hall for the wedding was beatifully decorated.. with the flowers and ribbons... then the ceremony was very solemn also... the bride and the bride groom exchanging their vows and help each other put on the rings... all very beautiful done up... The part that i like most is duringthe playing of the video about their life story on how they met each other and fell in love and best of all is when the guy sing a song to the bride durig the appreciation... I was like.. WOW.. it was really great... hope that i can have a wedding like this in future... though i'm still single now ..... Really being reminded about the importance of getting a christian girlfriend... Anyway, after the wedding at the church, me, beng and the guys plus hotdog gal strawberry snowball with saigo plus the decor went to Causeway point. the gals went to take neo print (What a waste of $$!!) while the guys went to play pool. I was really very lucky.. anyhow whack also in.... really enjoy the game... but the latter part not nice liao.... The rest of them all went home left me ,qiu song and leo play pool while decor at neo print shop ... then we thought of gonig home... saw a lot people at the escalator so leo brought us to take lift then change to stairs instead. but it was a WRONG MOVE!!! We walk from level 2 to 1 but when we try to open the door... oh shit it was LOCK!!! then we try to walk back to level 2.. guess what... it was LOCKED TOO!!! the door has a sign, "ONE SIDED DOOR". I was like ... what the... then find all sort of way to open the door but it all fail one by one. in the end, no choice, seek HELP!!! gave decor a call to ask her to come and open the door for us... in the end, after some walking of stairs, we are finally FREE!!! at the end of the day, lesson learnt read the sign before enter and DO NOT Trust leo in guiding the way!!!! Haizz... anyway, tomorrow is my friend, Wee Leng's Star Search Competiton (Final). Will be going down to support her. the venue is at tampines mall, 5pm. So guys & gals, if you are free, do come down and support her okay..... she really very well!! Okay guess thats all ... got to sleep now... signing out...
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
My oh my... today is already the third day of my block leave.... time really passes so fast that before we know that something happen its already over.... Spend the past few days in school playing badminton, meeting supervisor, going for lab session.... haiz.. how i wish i can do something more meaningful with the block leave i have.. now slacking at home rotting to death... with nothing to do... wanted to go out but have no idea where to go... besides most of my friends are now studying in school..... I wanted to go Malaysia to shop around or eat seafood but no one accompany..... now really feel kinda sad...sob sob... why am i stuck in this kinda of situation ??? you know it really drive me crazy when I'm on leave and yet i do not know where to go~!! Anyway, hope that the rest of the block leave i will have place to go... friends out there if you want to go out but cannot find people to accompany, perhaps can find me... please brng me out of this bored bored life!!!!
Monday, February 21, 2005
Today was the start of my 5 days Block leave.... spend the whole morning in school to play badminton with Hwa Qi, Yand Dan and Heling.... was quite a tiring session for me... spend about 3 hrs for the game.. long time didn't play so enjoyable liao.. intend to come back everyday in the morning to play badminton with hwa Qi, Edina and the rest.... Now I'm stuck in the TPRD room waiting for my supervisor, Susan Chua to come and meet us..... She is supposed to meet us at 2pm but now is already 5 liao still no sight of her yet....... shes so irresponsible lor... waste my block leave time here waiting for her.... if she didn't come later i'm gonna complain to Mona Ang and demand for a claim of hours!! now very sleepy and frustrated sia..... thik not a good start for my Block leave... not in the mood to write liao... guess will just stop here...
What lao...... just now publish the blog then in the end error cannot see have to re write again......haiz..... Today as usual went to Church for serivce.......... the speaker today is Pastor Edmund.. he talks about being persistence in our prayer, just like Hannah. actually what he say is quite true to me. Cos sometimes i always ask God for this and that but didn't really listen to what He wants for me... in the end i will grumble when its not fulfilled and it become sort of a one-way traffic for me. Think have to figure it out from Him. After service, went to Jonathan's House for buffet lunch. His mum cater the buffer and invited all their relatives there for lunch.. i feel like an alienated person there cos all the people i dunno only know His dad , mum and Brother. so after eating sit a while and then just go off liao cos Jonathan wants to go Safra Yishun to support his sch team in the IVP. then i went home and reach home around 3 plus and catch a nap till night... then wake up wake up watch tv........ hope that my block leave will not be this way everyday or else i will be bored to death........ Tomorrow will be going back to school to settle the package to India and also play badminton with Hwa Qi they all.. think thats it .. will write more next time
Sunday, February 20, 2005
today was a tiring yet enjoyable day for me.... Wake up early in the morning to go back to school to attend the Accounting Seminar. When arrived, only saw a few people from my class, the rest all didn't turn up.... I was like... what lao... very sian sia all didn't turn up. Luckily the seminar was quite beneficial to me.... The speaker talk about how to get a ACCA CPA status, how do we enrol as members of ICPAS and auditing as a career. Last time didn't really know much about all this CPA thingy... now realised wow... so tediously sia.... must really work hard to get a ACCA recognition... After the Seminar, I try to get people to go to PS to catch a movie and at the same time to support my good friend, Wee leng at the A-square talent competition.... but then all like see first then no choice... me and zhong wei go down 1st to check the timing for the movies... When reach there, check the movie time liao ... went to the arcade and spent like 6 dollars withing half an hour.... i like wow... spend so much in such a short time... what a waste.... next time must control myself sia or else my pocket will have a big big hole yo.... Anyway, in the end ... only He ling, Yan Dan, Zhong wei, Phoenix Pig and me went for the movie. We chose to watch Constantine..... the movie was really very nice... the fighting scene all that..... and a bit humorous also..... while we were enjoying the show.. we really forgot about the voting for Wee Leng... until Kylie call us to tell us that the voting has started then we quickly rush off to the stage to vote for her... We miss the chance to see her dance and singing.... really must say a veri BIG SORRY to her sia.... Luckily in the end, she managed to get into the final.. YEAH!!!!! Very happy for her... cos she really practised very hard lor the dance.... Anyway, after the competition, me, peiyung,zhong wei and the rest went to cineleisure for dinner and at the same time watch the Chinn-gay performance. The place was really very the crowded.... got difficulties trying to get through the crowd... but i really enjoy alot... all the fun laughing... the princess and servant thingy.... Haha... long time never this relax liao... always busy with this and that... Finally today, i can really go around and relax myself... Want to thank my friends for always there to joke with me ... and listen to all my lame jokes... thanks a million!!! Wow today i wrote vey long sia... like essay .... if you are reading ... just want to thank you for your patience... See ya!!! *PS:those X rated people better be alert and guard your mouth hor or else....
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Back to write something that happen today..... Today was a dull and boring day for me. Most of my team members went for their block leaves then left with me, Wee Leng and Slevie. Slevie then keep playing MIA sort , thats makes it down to the two of us. Haiz.... still have to complete the report.. creativity project.. and the stupid MM poroject. Dun even know can finish or not. moreover, the Hide behind scene supervisor, Susan Chua after 5 weeks of disappearance, finally emerged to the foreground and wants to meet our team tomorrow morning. When i 1st heard that, i was like ..okay... meet our team.. just me and Wee Leng lor. Hack la, just tell her what we know then let her decide la. Frustrating sia. Anyway, today went to play badminton with hwa qi, Shi yun, Zhi hao and wee leng. Really enjoy the game. I must really give Shi Yun the best entertainer award. She was like singing, dancing while she is playing. Even though she don't really know how to play badminton, but she really make us laugh all the hell out. I think we are laughing more than playing the game. Shi Yun say tomorrow she still wants to play Badminton. I guess everyone has been influence to play badminton in the afternoon. tomorrow is the customer service test, but till now still haven't touch the notes yet... think later will go and glance through and try to remember the points. Guess thats all for today... will update the blog next time.. Cya!!!
Monday, February 07, 2005
Well i'm back to write something that happen yesterday.... Yesterday, as usual i went to church for the sunday service in the morning. Arthur suddenly told me that he want to use cordless mic for the system. then i have to fixed up for him. however can't seems to increase the volume le... its like though i push it up to the highest point still very soft le. then no choice lor... change back to the wired mic then better. Haizz.... waste so much trouble then in the end still go back to usual... anyway... the service was good lor... asking us to be a shining light for our friends... then also the way that we behave.... i was like thinking hmmm... at home actually i quite lazy le... dun really help much in the household chores.. sometimes even vent my anger on my mum... feel so guilty .... anyway i decided to help out more and to try to be more patience in the things that i do... After service, went all the way down to teck whye to collect my spectacles... the weather was very very hot..... when i reach there, i was like sweating whole out. Then the shop was really crowded... i waited a while then show the staff my receipts. she look at it awhile and just tell me sorry can't give you the spectacles today come tomorrow. I was like .... oh... you are wasting my time lor... go all the way down then tell me not ready then tell me monday ready la. spoil my mood for the day. Anyway, i was very happy when my family go out together at night for our early reunion dinner at Sembawang Shopping Centre. For so long, This is the 1st time that all the five of us are present for the dinner, especially my dad. As he works overseas, only come back like once every 6 months, i really cherious the time that we can spend togetehr as a family. I really enjoyed the meal whereby we joke around , chit chatting.... Really hope that we can have more sessions like this. just want to thank God for giving me such a lovingly family, my dad, loving mum, caring sis and not to forget my elder bro. Guess thats all , will be back to blog soon
Friday, February 04, 2005
well well well.... I'm back again!! Last wednesday, we held a concert in our school organised by my cca, Campus Crusade for Christ. We managed to invite Parousia, a local Christian rock band to perform in the concert. At first when i heard of the name, "Parousia", i was like telling myself, who is this Parousia?? never heard before le..... However, when i heard them perform that day, i was like WOW they rock man!!! their music is so nice and they really played very well with their instrument(Keyboard, Acoustic Guitar). The vocal, Lloyd really sings very well. I was like enjoying in it. One student came to know the LOrd through the concert~!! I was very happy even though at first i was very anxious, dunno whether people will come or not and the response dunno also. Anyway, the people came is under our expectation but i still feel happy cos at least one came to know the Lord and I'm sure theres more to come~~!!!
Anyway, I bought the band's album from the sales. It was really nice though a bit rock but i really like the music especially the song, "Mistaken". It really brought out my walk with GOD through out the past few years. Sometimes, i really think that i'm a very very bad child. Cos i keep sinning against HIM making Him sad , yet He still willing to help me out and forgive me and reaccept me. I dunno how long i will be on this Earthly world and what's the plan He has for me but i hope that i will be able to accomplish whatever task that He entrust to me before i meet Him face to face. Ok guess that it .... i will end here then... Signing out....
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
" there was once a guy who fell in love with this gal. Everytime he saw her, he will feel very very joyful throughout the day. In the days that he didn't see her, he will be like a man without soul, walking around throughout the day. He knew that she is attached with a man which she loves alot but he just couldn't tell himself to give up the love for her. Yet in the same way, afraid that she may reject him, he kept the feeling for her deep in his heart. He wanted to tell her that he really likes her alot but scared that the girl will reject him and the friendship wil be gone... forever. What this guy want to do at this point... is to really stay around her, caring for her, giving her a helping hand when she is in need of help....."
I've always been trying to find the gal of my life throughout the last few years... It really makes me envy to see friends who are attached so lovely and caring for their stead. Sometimes i wonder ... God when are you going to lead me to the lady of my life?? i really want to experience that kinda of love which every couple experience... Everytime when i saw a gal that i like... my heart really falls on her . however, everytime i fall in love with that gal, i know that i can never be with her. As she is not a Christian.... People may find it stupid to bother about whether their gf is Christian or not. To me, its really help us to understand wach other better. I do not know when the girl of my life is going to appear in my life but i guess i will have to wait till HE send her to me .
Hi.. I'm back again to write something about myself. Yesterday was quite a relaxing day for me... Nothing much to do, just slacking in the room doing some final touch up on the survey questions only. Our focus is on India. I was abit lost actually .... dun really know much about India.... culture.. cities blah blah blah... Just want to finish up the survey and tabulate it . then move on to start the creativity project.
Went for the concert Rehearsal after 6pm (Off work). A bit tiring... went for prayer walk around the theatre before we start our rehearsal. When i walk into the Theatre, it was like quite big, think can occupied about 200++ ppl. But it kinda give me a strange feeling, concert in a lecture theatre?? Anyway, the rehearsal was like a bit disorganised. Everyone is doing their own stuff and we do not really know the flow of the program also. Hope that everything will run smoothly eventually on Wednesday. Intend to go off half way during the rehearsal to rush off to Ms Junn's house at Seng Kang for the piano lesson. However, after some thoughts, decide not to go cos don't really want to tired myself out. New year is coming but don't have the mood as previous years le.. dunno why. Dad will be coming back from Laos to celebrate the CNY together with us. Really glad that we could spend sometime as a family together. Hasn't seen him for about half a year?? dunno how is he now.. that day through the phone get to know that he is caught with flu . Hopwe that he will ne fine. Ok think thats all, signing out.... |
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