Just came back from the 20th anniversary celebration of my CCa, Boys' Brigade 13th Singapore Company. Really enjoy alot, though didn't really have much interaction with all my old time kaki esp. some of my Seniors... Anyway, we have a 9 course dinner at Sembawang Secondary which was really delicious!!! Went through the trooping of our 1st Brand new color... as i go through the dinner, thoughts came to my mind... Time really flies, so far this is my 7th year serving in the Boys' Brigade 13th Singapore Company. Really want to thank God for His mercy and kindness that He led me to BB where I get to know a group of caring officers and eventually became a child of God and joined them together as the family of God.

Till today, I'm proud to say that I have no regrets joining BB!!! Just now, as I played the 20th anniversary cd, going through all those videos included in the cd... My heart was really touched by how God has worked in the lifes of the many who joined the BB and GB. Actually, I've a thought of leaving the CCa that I grew for a break to focus on my Poly CCA, Campus Crusade for Christ. However, after watching through the videos, my heart really goes out to the boys.... I think BB is now in my Blood, can't get rid of it liao..

Now I need to make a decision, Focus on BB or Crusade??? I do not know.... May be brothers and sisters out there can pray for me that God will show me the plan that I may glorify Him to the Fullest. Also, pray that I will continue to trust in the Lord and shine for Him wherever I go.

One last thing, I wish to apologise for my rudeness of the words that comes out from my mouth. Most of the time, I speak of words that unintention harm peoples feeling.... May those who was hurt forgive me and please do constantly correct me should I do it again.

May all glory be unto GOD!!!!

PS: This is the longest I have ever wrote... hope you all don't mind :)
Caleb at 1:24 AM

After 1 month of silence.... I'm BACK!!! Finally got sometime to write about what happen today..As usual, Went to Church today for the sunday worship service. The topic for today is the four kinds of seeds that is being planted. it refers to the four type of persons: unresponsive non- Christian, Short lived Christian, Rocky Christian, Good and responsive Christian. I began to ponder which type am i in. Cos my walk with the Lord wasn't that smooth, i sometimes tends to be a bit ill-disciplined. Anyway, today we also have the General Staff Meeting cum 20th anniversary meeting. Was rather excited about the 20th anniversary celebration. its a very grand event and we are inviting 200 over people to attend. Can't wait to attend the event sia, seeing long old time friends. However, i was rather question about the mess that is in the Logistics room. Now i need to quickly get the boys to clear it up. Hopefully can get it done before Enrolment service or before the End of April.

Also another thing, today then i realise... I'M BROKE!!!!!!!! Now my allowance only left 100plus then still got at least 27 days to go!!!!! How am i going to survive sie.. spend too much money liao... Think must cut down on my expenses Especially.. EATING!!! NO Macdonald breakfast, No movie, NO takeaway. Strictly eat in school!!!! hopefully it will help me to save some money and bring me through till the next month.Think i will write till here. Will update more when i have the time.
Caleb at 11:15 PM