Just now was trying to publish a entry but was unsuccessful. Think God doesn't want me to publish all this. Please pray for me. Feeling rather tired and exhausted. tied down by issues which I wish I have nothing to do with. Pray for me that God will grant me peace and quietness in my heart. Thks
Caleb at 9:26 PM

Took the IPPT test today. Did quite well for the static station except for, as usual, SBJ. Manage to get furthest, 221cm. Was a bit upset seriously, but decided to move on to the running to see if i could run below 9:44. In the end, after much struggle (almost drop dead), manage to get 10:14 for my running. A bit disappointed but yet at the sam time glad, cos my timing has improved by 20 seconds as compared to the previous test. I must really give God the credits for the result achieved during the test. As I didn't really do much training for the test and yesterday just went to run for 10km, which resulted in tiredness for my body. Will continue to train for my last attempt at the end of next month before I go back Home.

Had been reading on the book entitled, 'these were not be left behind'. It talks about how people of all kinds are touched by the left behind series. Its makes me wonder so how great is the series that it make such a huge impact on these peoples' life. Few years ago, I've watched the dvd on the first book, 'left behind' but just thought that its another illustration of what will happen during the end of time. Now I'm really quited interested in the series. Have been search online to see where i could purchase it. Thus, if any of you kind souls out there know where to purchase the series, please let me know ba :)

Also, one of my camp mate, randolph recently told me that he has accepted Jesus as his personal Lord and savior. I felt really glad for him, cos he has been attending church service with us here regularly. Please keep him in your prayers, pray that the Lord will strengthen his faith in Him as he continue to grow in Him. My platoon mate, Jun Nian also told me that he has decided to accept the Lord as his personal savior. However, when I asked him if he has said the sinners prayer, he say no. when i ask him if i could lead him in the prayer, he say some other time may be. Please prayed for him that he will be ready to pray the sinners prayer.

By the way, received a call from my sis to inform me that I've been accepted into SIM. will be starting the school term in end June. Have to pay a sum of 5k plus for the first semester and the bridging course. Now trying to get the money for the school fee. Will be taking up Study Loan from Bank to fund my studies. Please pray for me that I will not worried so much and God will provide me the amount needed in His own timing and manner.

Will be going back on the 1st week of May. Haven't really confirm the exact date but my replacement will be coming at the end of april. Finally, flying back home at last after staying outside for so long. Don't know how to cope with the change of environment again, hopefully will be able to adapt well. Brothers and Sisters, please continue to pray for me that I will uphold God's teaching in whatever I do and say. Thanks a million!! I want to end this entry with the follow lyrics:

God hath not promised skies always blue,
Flower-strewn pathways all our lives through.
God hath not promised sun without rain,
Joy without sorrow, peace without pain.

But God hath promised strength for the day,
Rest for the labour, light for the way;
Grace for the trials, help from above,
Unfailing kindness, undying love.

God hath not promised we shall not know
Toils and temptation, trouble and woe.
He hath not told us we shall not bear
Many a burden, many a care.

God hath not promised smooth roads and wide,
Swift and easy travel, needing no guide;
Never a mountain, rocky and steep,
Never a river turbid and deep.

Words: Annie J Flint, 1919

God is always with us ! Amen!
Caleb at 7:57 PM

Its been one week plus since I last update. All is well here. Just came back from outfield training, my last outfield before I end my tour here. On my way back, as I watch the scenery that I by pass, I can't help but felt the sadness in my heart. As I know it will be my last time stepping onto the training ground here. Thank God for all the pleasant and unpleasant memories He has granted me for the plast 1 yr plus. After the outfield, reach camp while its raining heavily. Had a small accident, ws climbing down from the tonner when suddenly I slipped and fall from the tonner. Thank God, Just some minor cuts on my hand and my butt. Now the cut on my butt still hurt sia...

The next day, went for the Easter Sunday Service at St Andrew's Church. Enjoyed the service a lot, especially the sermon preached by Bro. Derrick Jacobs from Singapore. He Spoke about his own testimony and how God has change him. God also spoke to me thru his testimony, I've been living in a life that is not glorifying God. I thank God that He gave me a second chance to reconcile with Him. I know that I'm not perfect, but I really pray that I may have the discipline to obey and put God's word into practice.

Yesterday, was using the net, saw En xin add me in the face book so thru that I added her into my Msn Contact. Its really good to speak to some one that is from the same church. Thank God for providing me with another sister to chat with in the net. Alright, Battery is running low again.. got to stop now. Please continue to pray for me, that I will live a life that will honor God. Take Care Folks and God Bless! :)
Caleb at 7:46 PM

feeling quite angry right now. just now caught the laundry bandit red handed. taking out my clothes when the timer has not finished. Some more i kanna before yesterday with my clothes not dry then kanna taken out. so angry sia.. immediately reprimand the culprit, although he say not his but i know he is using the laundry basket pass down from his upper study. So angry sia.... got this kind of selfish ppl living here. some more still cut queue, in future if i caught him again, shall give no chance liao, will activate the whole level to let them know the real culprit!!! Its so frustrated to know that you have been queueing for your turn and it turns out your clothes is taken out when its not even dry yet....

shall not talk about it liao.. anyway, leo today arrived in brunei. Finally sia, got a brother that i know that could come and visit me for a while.. hahaha.. haven't seen him yet but think tomorrow got plenty of time cos i on duty... so got the whole day sia.. hahaha.. will be going for my last out field this month. think after this, will return back to singapore. Dun really know he exact date, but its roughly around end of april ba... please pray for me, that i will have more patience and tolerance towards my fellow colleagues here especially to the 'laundry bandit'..hahahah
Caleb at 8:38 PM