Alright, here I am surfing the net in the canteen, with no one to accompany me out cos most of them are either on duty or simply don't have the money to book out. Lets talk about some happy stuffs. My understudy, Nathan arrived yesterday afternoon. Finally, I could really starts to hand over all my stuffs and equipments to him and began to count down to my EOT. This will be my last weekend in Brunei. Will go out with Chief and Mr. Mohan for meal either today or tomorrow. Actually wanted to go on a road trip today. Cos I've always wanted to hop onto the public transport and travel to places that I've not been before. Don't think got the chance ler.... it will be a small regret for me when i leave this place.

I think this place really change me in my character or should I say, it prepares me well for the working society in the future. I sees quite alot of things, office politics, backstabbing, people being overcome by anger, getting mix up with work and personal issues. It really makes me more independent and tolerance towards other people. I thank God that He send me to this place that I may grow to be even stronger in mental and physical fitness. feel sad that I'm going to leave this place that I called Home for the past 16 months. Will really miss the place and most importantly the people here.

There is a saying, : what doesn't bring you down will only make you stronger. I think it works well for me. Alright, Guys, will see you all REAL soon!!! God Bless! :)
Caleb at 2:03 PM

Finally felt a bit relief. Manage to settle my Uni Application, paid the fee ler. Now just need to wait for me to get back to Singapore to settle the application to UOL. Will be having a games day this coming wednesday. Organised by me and my platoon mates for the whole camp. Have been rushing the whole day to tie down on the details. Hopefully by God's grace, we will have good weather for that day. Now just left with the games day and my handing over of stuff before I fly back to my Beloved Motherland!!! Hooray!! 11 days to EOT! Will see you all real soon , and I mean REAL soon!! :) God Bless!
Caleb at 9:20 PM

will be going back home in less than 2 weeks. Life in brunei is like a small community with lotsa happenings everyday. Every tiny minor thing that we say or do will affect not just the people close to us but all the people living in the community. This few days has been quite a hectic period for me and the people around me. It seems that everyone of us has been thru alot though on surface, all looks calm and alright. I've come to realise that even the closest friend or colleague will have dispute once a while. The main issue is not about point out who is right or wrong (for who are we to judge?) but to come together to settle the issue and move on. My stay in Brunei has help me to grow strong not just physically but also emotionally and mentally. Now all I'm hoping and praying for, is that all of us will be united as before, put aside all the differences and come together to face the problem.

I began to realise that as we grow, the responsibilities on our shoulder will start to get heavier and problems will start to surface, relationship problems, financial problems, work problems, and the list just goes on and on. Whenever we are into all this problems, we will start to feel demoralise and frustrated. All this makes us feel weary and tired. However, let us not forget that God is always there for us ALL THE TIME. Have we really set aside time for God and ask Him to grant us the strength to face the challenges that we face everyday in our daily life? No one is perfect, and we need God, the perfector of our life to guide us and lead us. I must admit for the the past few weeks, I've not really been doing my quiet time. However, as I type the entry, God reminded me and I realise that I've felt exhausted by the worldly things around me that I lose focus on God who is the center of our life.

Brothers and Sisters, do pray for me that God will remind me daily to seek Him for strength and guidance in my life And Let this be a reminded for everyone of us to stay focus on God, our creator. God bless, will keep you all in my prayer just like you have kept me in your prayers too.
Caleb at 12:25 PM

back again to update... feeling rather lost and lethargic to the things that is going on in my life. Going to ORD in just a month's time. Dun really know what to expect after I end my Serivce. Felt that I've reach a point of being a bit bo cha about the things that is around me. I dun really felt a bit concern about my application at SIM till my mum call me then i started to work on it. Ironic isn't it? I'm the one thats interested to study the course and even apply for it but now I dun even show some seriousness in it. I really dunno what I want any more. I felt like I've break away from the environment around me. May be is I'm in one of those down and low period again... I dunno.... What I know is I'm going to end my tour in less than a month. I really hope that I will be able to adjust and blend in well with the ppl and environment.

Pray for me that God will show me the way out.........
Caleb at 8:20 PM

Currently in canteen, eating and surfing net. Just now went for a short run and head to gym after that for some work out. My left knee has been giving me problem for the past 2 weeks. After some distance of running, it will start to ache and i will have to slow down and some time stop my running. Don't really know what happen to it but guess may be its because I have ''over use" it ba... hahahaha... Felt a bit tired right now, but want to write some thing before i went back to bunk to rest.

Left with 28 more days before I bid goodbye to this place. felt a bit sad, cos this is the place where I've been living for 1 year plus. I've went through alot throughout my stay here and all this has help me to be more independent and at the same time rely more on God. God has also place people into my daily life here that I may share with them about Jesus. People like Jun Nian, Arthur and Edwin. Please continue to pray for me and my camp mates here. Please pray for the personnels who has been regularly going to church service with me but have not really accept God as their Savior. They are: Arthur (who grow up in christian family) and Edwin.

Also, pray for me that even if i left this place, i will still be able to commit myself to God and Always draw near to Him to worship Him. Thats it for now. Will update more some other time. You all take care :) God bless!
Caleb at 8:36 PM

Received the documents for my application for Uni. Most likely is taking up Accounting and Finance offered by UOL. School will start on 23 june. That means that i will have around 2 weeks or so free to do anything I like. Will be going to Church Camp, though haven submit the registration form. hahahaha.... btw, confirm my date to return ler, will be coming back on 3rd may(saturday). This time is back for good ler. I will definitely miss this place, where i have spend most of my ns days here. Before I go, will try to attain IPPT Gold and complete the 200km walk a jog marathon. Thats it for now.

Before I end, got a quote to share with you all, got it from the internet:

''To take what we are offered, we must 1st put down what we were given yesterday
because our hands are only 2 and the present many"

Thats all for now! Take care and God Bless! :)
Caleb at 9:52 PM