I very the angry now!!!!! just now sort of quarrel with my best friend over the phone for some minor matters... haiz... being a person liaising things is really not easily sia.... i really hope that it will benefits all of us... too long no cell group not good for us... but i think i also a bit too hot tempered. anyway, i really hope that all can come together to really have cell. Put God as our prioriety. I feel that many of us are like occupying ourselves all sorts of things and in the end, guess what? you found yourself losing focus on God and quite far away from Him. Then, you will try your best to go closer to Him, saying sorry, asking for forgiveness.... Haiz... thats very pathetic, don't you think so.... I really hope that we could constantly focus ourselves to Him... I really hope that we can grow together with one another but sometimes dreams are far aay from reality.... I hope that I could let go of everything and just focus on Him. I really wants to do that....

I really wants to let go of everything, Crusade, BB, Church , School... all of them.... and just find a place where i could be alone, where i could find peacefulness.. I'm feeling rather tired....

You may say that I'm fleeing from my responsibilities, I dunno... perhaps now is the time that i let go and focus on studies... and most importnt of all, spend sometime with God....
Caleb at 9:42 PM