Hi everyone been back to singapore for quite a few days ler.... quite busy for the past few days because of the Christmas season. Spending most of the time, going out with my buddies, eating, shopping, watch movies.... had our christmas celebration at 589A yesterday. Quite enjoyed the fellowship with the rest. Went off half way after worship to go to Cindy's 21sty birthdya party at the sky garden at jeluntong CC. Saw a lot of friends who I've not been in contact for the past few years. Am glad that they all doing well in their various work. Its really very difficult for me to strike a conversation with them as many of you may know, I'm not a person that will strike conversation with ladies first, especially with friends that I've not seen for quite some time. It went well, saw Cindy, pass her the present (Hope she likes it) then stayed a while for buffet plus cake cutting.

After that went back to 589A to meet up with the rest. Had a good chat with Nick. He told us that God has really been good to us, putting us in leadership roles in various ministry in our church. He believes that we are capable to take up the roles in the ministry that God wants us to go. Its time to let us go, and to focus on platoon 17 to nurture them into leaders. At that moment, I suddenly felt very heavy at heart. What he say is true....We've all reach 21 years old ler... have been in the church for the past 6-7 years... taking up various roles in youth, mission, music ministry. We've been in the lime light for so long, its time to move on and let God put us into the ministry that He intends for us to go to. Nick told us that the youths even Shermaine they all are also looking upon us as examples... that means we have to set a good example so that the rest may not be led astray. Frankly speaking, I really dun want to move one, cos I felt that I'm not really to take up the responsibility that is waitng ahead of me. I'm afraid cos What I do may affect the rest..... I just want to commit everything into God's hand. Also, I wanna thank God for bring Nick into my life to be my mentor, sharing and guiding me through out my life in BB and even now at church.

I prayed that I may be able to be humble and submit myself entirely into God's hand and let
Him take control of my life.....
Caleb at 12:03 AM