back again to update... feeling rather lost and lethargic to the things that is going on in my life. Going to ORD in just a month's time. Dun really know what to expect after I end my Serivce. Felt that I've reach a point of being a bit bo cha about the things that is around me. I dun really felt a bit concern about my application at SIM till my mum call me then i started to work on it. Ironic isn't it? I'm the one thats interested to study the course and even apply for it but now I dun even show some seriousness in it. I really dunno what I want any more. I felt like I've break away from the environment around me. May be is I'm in one of those down and low period again... I dunno.... What I know is I'm going to end my tour in less than a month. I really hope that I will be able to adjust and blend in well with the ppl and environment.

Pray for me that God will show me the way out.........
Caleb at 8:20 PM