Today is another mentally drained out day for me. Have been facing alot of difficulties in Math on the topic matrices. Can't seems to get the answer right all the time... after going through ll the calculation and writing then in the end realise the answers is incorrect, the feeling is really.... urgh!! then still have to re-do again. Think I really need to practise more on the topic to better prepare myself for the exam.

After the lesson, went to causeway point to have cell group. Didn't touch on the material, but did some sharings and discussions... after that me and kang wei went to meet leo cos he end work late while jon and wei beng went off due to rehearsal and tution. went to woodgrove city to have dinner. share on recent happenings, leo's work etc....

Think I need to buck up a bit.... seems that my life is lacking some things ... don't know what it is... I want to be independent, not relying on people, able to self provide... but its seems not possible right now..
Caleb at 10:40 PM